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 dSakaoM ko baad [na
puranaI khainayaaoM ka paz pD,talato hue mauJao
Apnao kpD,aoM sao ek K,asa trh kI puranaI gaMQa
Aanao lagaI qaI. mana–hI–mana bahut kaoF,t hu[-¸
magar jayadova kI talaIma maoM baIca ka rasta nahIM
hO.
maaOsama sad- qaa AaOr KuSagavaar¸ [sailae kayado
sao saba kuC saMpnna huAa. Sammaaojaana nao kamadar
BaIKma laala ko kaga,ja, samaoT kr Ôa[la maoM rKo
AaOr ikcana sao taja,I caaya banaa kr lao Aae.
haM¸ kama kOsao
cala rha hOÆ
vahI baoZMgaI caala AaOr QaImaI rF,tar jaao phlao
qaI saao Aba BaI hO.
jayadova hMsao nahIM.
saunato hOM AapkI SaamaoM saava-jainak hao ]zI hOM.
@yaa samaaraohI pirQaana kI trh dUr sao naja,r Aanao
lagaI hOMÆ
xamaa kroM¸ Saayad mauJao pUCnaa nahIM caaihe –
@yaaoM nahIM jaya– ima~ haonao ko naato tumhoM
AiQakar hO.
Aapko saaiqayaaoM ka khnaa hO ik Aapkao Saama ka
Sauga,la Baata hO. [saIilae yaar–daost [k{a haoto
hOM.
doKao jaya¸ [tnaI saMudr jagah maoM Apna nao
icaMtaAaoM kI haT nahIM lagaa rKI. ]nhoM tao maOM
idllaI ko gaaodama maoM baMd kr Aa[- hMU. vaapsa
phMuca kr doKMUgaI. maja,o–maja,o kama krtI hMU
AaOr KuSa rhtI hMU. [sa pr Balaa iksa kao etraja,
hao sakta hOÑ saoimanaar ko baad AaOr iDnar sao
phlao ka va@t maoro yahaM [sailae ik maora Gar
Da[inaMga $ma ko sabasao inakT pD,ta hO. daostaoM ka
vahaM [k{a haonaa BaI @yaa baura hO.
jayadova KamaaoSa
rho.
PyaalaaoM maoM cammaca calaa kr kha – va@t Aapka
hO¸ iksaI AaOr ka nahIM AaOr kama BaI Aapka hO
iksaI AaOr ka nahIM.
maOM hMsa dI.
saui@tyaaM GaD,nao lagao hao jayadovaÑ
jayadova ApnaI cauPpI kao jaOsao trtIba doto hOM. ,
, ,khaM tk phMuca gayaa hO ]pnyaasa. BaIYma
inayaimat $p sao kama ikyaa krto qao.
idggajaaoM sao maora @yaa maukabalaa. maOM ]nakI
pMi@t maoM nahIM hMU.
jayadova ko maaqao pr tovar doK kr kha¸ doKao¸
[tnaI baarIk baatoM maorI idmaaga, maoM dor sao
pOztI hOM AaOr dor sao hI saulaJatI hOM. baat kI
mahIna saU[yaaM mauJa pr dor sao p`kT haotI hOM.
jayadova kuC eosao
caikt hue jyaaoM maOMnao Anajaanao maoM hI ]nako
maksad kao CUnao ka inaNa-ya ikyaa hao.
saBaI kao Aapsao bahut ]mmaIdoM hOM. pr jaya mauJao
nahIM. maOM Apnao kao dSakaoM sao jaanatI hMU. jaao
caala phlao qaI vahI Aba BaI hO. maOM ]mmaId kao
Apnao sao dUr rKtI hMU. [sao lao kr mauJao kao[-
hD,baD,I nahIM.
jayadova maoM iSaxak isqat hao gayaa. tIKI Aavaaja,
maoM kha– saunato hOM Aapnao xao~Iyata AaOr
sqaanaIyata kao laokr kao[- ifkra ksaa hO jaao AcCI
Éica ka pircaayak nahIM.
samaJa ga[-. – hOrana haonao kI @yaa baat hO.
baatcaIt maoM laaok kqaa%mak Aasvaad ka puT BaI
yada–kda ]Barta rhnaa caaihe.
badlao maoM jaya nao
tIKo galao sao kha – ijasanao mauJao batayaa hO
]sanao Kud BaI bahut baura manaayaa hO ik Aapnao
]sao ivaSaoYa $p sao Qamakayaa.
lagaa¸ jayadova Kud p`doSa bana kr mauJasao saÔa[-
maaMga rho hOM.
doKao jaya¸ Agar ihmaacala maoM baOz kr kao[- BaI
ihMdI p`doSa yah kho ik ihmaacala maoM Aakr hma
jaOsaaoM ka ihMdI ka ]ccaarNa ibagaD, jaata hO tao
Aap kOsaa mahsaUsa kroMgaoÆ jayadova¸ tuma BaI Aba
ihmaacalaI hao – sauna kr kOsaa lagaogaaÆ yah isaÔ-
BaaYaa[- hokD,I hI nahIM qaI¸ iSaYTacaar ko BaI ivaÉw
qaa. jaao p`doSa Aapka maoja,baana hO ]sako ]ccaarNa
ko bahanao ]sakI Avamaananaa krnaa mauJao ga,lat
lagaa. ]ccaarNa ibagaD,nao AaOr badlanao kI baat
kroM tao [laahabaad¸ banaarsa¸ laKna}¸ kanapur¸
pTnaa¸ Baaopala¸ jayapur¸ caMDIgaZ, ko
]ccaarNaaoM ka @yaa hma baarIk Ôk,- nahIM samaJatoÑ
Apnao–Apnao sqaanaIya $paoM kao hma dUsaraoM pr
@yaaoM laagaU krnaa caahto hOMÆ ihMdI ka sTOMDD-
]ccaarNa tao isaÔ- [laahabaad vaalaaoM maoM hOM.
]nhoM iba`iTSa ka]Misala kI trh [sako kOsaoT
banaanao haoMgao. ek–dUsaro kao dIna–hIna
samaJanao kI AaOr dUsaraoM pr CIMTakSaI kI Aadt sao
Apnao kao ]baarnaa haogaa.
jayadova jaldI maoM
pICo mauD,o. mauJao duK hO – mauJao Aapsao [sa
p`saMga pr baat hI nahIM krnaI caaihe qaI.
jayadova¸ Aba tuma ga,lat hao rho hao. tuma mauJao
nahIM bataAaogao tao maOM Apnao kao sauQaa$MgaI
kOsao.
yaUinavaisa-TI maoM cacaa- qaI ik Aap Apnao
tanaaSaahI svaBaava sao laaogaaoM kao ~st ike rhtI
hOM. hk,Ik,t [sasao zIk ]laTI hO. saaÔgaao[- sao
~st haonao kI kmaja,aorI hmaoM CaoD,naI haogaI.
hMsa–hMsa kr sahmait AaOr K,amaaoSaI sao Asahmait¸
yah vayask haonao ka trIk,a nahIM.
jayadova K,amaaoSa hue rho. maaqao pr tnaava dIKnao
lagaa qaa.
@yaa taja,I caaya haoM jaae.
jayadova ko gaMgaa–jamaunaI mauKD,o pr kao[- GaTa
]Bar Aa[-.
[sa baar dalaicanaI AaOr AdrkvaalaI calaogaI naÆ
haM.
daonaaoM caupcaap caaya pIto rho. saOr sao laaOT kr
iSava Saaimala hue tao jayadova kI ÉK,a[- pr kuC
icaknaahT ]BarI.
jaya nao 'ikcana kI gaD,baD,' doK kr gaOsa ka kaD-
kvar maoM Dala kr laTka idyaa qaa jaao dIKta rho
AaOr gaOsa–isalaoMDr ko badlato hI BagadD, na pD,
jaae.
AcCa calata hMU. saraoja [Mtja,ar kr rhI haogaI.
hma baahr laa^na maoM KD,o–KD,o jaanao ko xaNa kao
Tala rho hOM.
jaya¸ CaoTI baataoM ko ilae Apnao kao proSaana na
ikyaa krao. AMdr sao baahr bauhar idyaa krao.
kmaraoM maoM gad- [k{a hao jaatI hO tao ]sao saaÔ
krnaa pD,ta hO. iksaI ka kha–saunaa¸
naaok–JaaoMk¸ tIr–trksa idla ko AMdr QaMsa jaae
tao ]sao AivalaMba Apnao sao baahr kr dao. jaya¸
maOM eosaa hI krtI hMU¸ krtI rhI hMU. ApnaI
saImaaAaoM pr AaMK rKto hue mauJao yah ehsaasa
hmaoSaa banaa rhta hO ik iksaI BaI kcaro ko ilae
maOM ApnaI naja,r kao @yaaoM maOlaa haonao dMUÑ
AMdr hI AMdr KIJa AaOr JaMuJalaahT sao [sakI kImat
Ada krnaI pD,tI hO. Apnao inaja ko Kato sao. ApnaI
dRiYT maoM jaao inama-la–inama-ma hO ]sao 'Aap'
'maO'M yaa 'tuma' ko str pr laa kr gaMdlaa kroM tao
]sa p`dUYaNa kao inakala baahr krnao maoM Aapkao
va@,t lagaogaa. Aap ]sa AaMtirk svacCta AaOr saMyama
kao kOsao barkrar rK paeMgao ijasako bala pr Baava
AaOr ivacaar pkD, maoM kuC hI dor ko ilae Aato hOM.
vah Aapkao j,yaada va@t nahIM doto. jaya¸ tumanao
BaI mahsaUsa ikyaa haogaa ik kBaI trMgaaoM sao
]Barto hOM kuC ivacaar AaOr Aap kI laaprvaahI yaa
iksaI vyaavahairk hstxaop sao iksaI maamaUlaI sao
saaQaarNa gaaONa maoM itraoiht hao jaato hOM. Apnao
kao bacaatI hMU [sa haina sao. jaanao tuma [sao
kOsao doKto haoÑ
ekaek lagaa maOM
bacakanaa baatoM kh rhI hMU. jayadova saamaaijak
vyavaharaoM kao mauJasao khIM AcCa jaanato hOM. kha
– jayadova¸ yah maamaUlaI TaoTko hOM. hma saBaI
Apnao–Apnao ZMga sao [nhoM [stomaala krto hOM.
jayadova ko saaqa–saaqa saIiZ,yaaoM sao ]trI.
piblak eMTrI ko saamanao hma na jaanao ifr Ék gae.
kuC eosao lagaa mauJao kuC AaOr BaI khnaa hO.
maoro maak-r ifr K,%ma haonao kao hOM. Aapkao ifr
maMgavaanao kI tklaIÔ dMUgaI.
jayadova hMsao – maOM KuSa hMU ik Aap kama kr rhI
hOM.
ek CaoTo ]pnyaasa ka phlaa D/aF,T kr caukI hMU.
dUsaro pr kama jaarI hO. AaOr hSamat BaI. sauna kr
jaya KuSa hue. lagaa caohro kI raOnak laaOT Aa[-.
Sahr sao jaao BaI caaihe hao mauJao batanaa na
BaUlaoM. maOM kla maala jaa rha hMU. ilasT banaa
laIijaegaa¸ iksaI kao laonao Baoja dMUgaa.
maOM jayadova kao ]tra[- sao ]trto doKtI rhI. phaD,I
caala.
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[sa baIca kuC AcCa
huAa eosaa ik hma daonaaoM KuSa hue.
dUrdSa-na ko ilae banaa[- jaa rhI iÔlma maoM
p`yaaga Sau@la mauJao [MTrvyaU krnao vaalao qao.
TIma iSamalaa phMucaI tao p`yaaga saaqa nahIM qao.
maoro ilae ]nakI Anaupisqait iksaI saMkT sao kma
nahIM qaI. ]nakao lao kr ]mmaId yah qaI ik p`yaaga
kI sahja–sauqarI SaOlaI sao kuC khnao ka
Aa%maivaSvaasa jauTa sakMUgaI.
saMsqaana maoM
naja,r daOD,a[-. kao[- kroM yaa na kroM kI saaoca
maoM kao[- krnaa caahto hue BaI na kr saknao kI
majabaUrI maoMÑ AaiK,r jayadova sao p`aqa-naa kI
ga[-M. vah bahut ]%sauk nahIM idKo. ifr dUrdSa-na ko
Aaga`h pr ApnaI svaIkRit dI.
kOmaro ko saamanao
hma daonaaoM hI ApnaI–ApnaI iJaJak kao lao kr
AaSvast nahIM qao. QaUp sao ]jalaI raOSana maorI
sTDI kao CaoD, kr jaba kaMta pMt nao hmaoM baahr
laa^na maoM baOznao kao kha tao hma daonaaoM
K,amaaoSaI sao ek–dUsaro tk phMucaato rho ik Kulao
maoM Aavaaja, ibaK,r jaaegaI. saOlaainayaaoM ka
Saaor haogaa AaOr Saayad QaUp kI caaOMQa maoM
AaMKaoM kao BaI proSaanaI hao. K,asaa ATpTa lagaa.
KIJa hu[-¸ ifr Sau$ haoto hI saba sahja hao gayaa.
jaya¸ tumharI Aaor sao mauJa pr kao[- dbaava nahIM
qaa. AaOr¸ maorI Aaor sao iksaI p`BaavaI jaiTlata
ka Aaga`h nahIM qaa. @yaaoMik mauJao tumharI
AalaaocakIya dRiYT maoM ivaSvaasa qaa. kuC kh saknao
kI vajah ek AaOr BaI qaI ik kOmaro ko saamanao hma
daonaaoM naaOisaiKe qao AaOr ek–dUsaro ko ÉAaba–tlao
nahIM qao.
va@,t¸ itiqa¸ sqaana AaOr samaya kao laokr vah
duphr maoro ja,ohna maoM AMikt hO.
raYT/pit inavaasa kI eoithaisak [maart ko saamanao
ibaCa laa^na AaOr hma dao nae–puranao va@,taoM ko
dao caohro – dao rMga. tumharI Aaor sao tumanao
mauJao pUrI CUT dI hO ik maOM vah kh sakMU jaao maOM
khnaa caahta hMU. jaao khnao kI rcanaa%mak xamata
rKtI hMU. yah nahIM ik p`SnaaoM ko bahanao eosaa
Gaorava hao ik Apnao tk na phMuca sakao.
yaad kr rhI hMU tumhara vah p`Sna ijasaka javaaba
donao maoM mauJao Apnao svaBaava kI hI pirËmaa
krnaI qaI.
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