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rxaa
ka maM~ tao Kud saUbaodar kao BaI yaad zhra –– 'yaoona bawao balaI
rajaa. danavaond`aoo mahabala , , , ' yao tagao eosao hI hue.
danavaond`aoM sao BaI nahIM. taoD,o sao BaI nahIM taoDo jaa sako¸
hma nar–vaanar iksa iganatI maoM. maaĐ jaba tk hu[-¸ zIk yahIM¸
[sa gaQaoro tk AatI rhI CaoD,nao. yahI raokkr sfiTk svacC gaMgaajala
AMjauila maoM Bar laatI qaIM AaOr saUbaodar ko maaqao pr iCD,ktI¸ baahaoM
maoM baaĐQa laotI qaIM. tagaaoM ka ek pUra jaala huAa. Gar phuĐcaI¸
tao AdRSya hao jaanao vaalaa zhra. vaapsa laaOTto maoM laaoho ko
taraoM ka gaD,naa. yah saba jaIvana ka saamaanya p`vaah huAa.
iksanao par payaa¸ kaOna pa sakogaa. mauKsaar kI ?tu maoM baOla
Kulao hOM¸ jaulaa[- ko va@t khaĐ. ek ko baad¸ dUsara
isagaroT jalaato hue¸ yahI gaanao ka mana hao rha ik –– cala¸ ]D,
jaaro pMCI –– [-–[-–[- , , ,
TopirkaD-r¸
kOmara hvaa[- baOga maoM hOM. [sako Alaavaa iTifna BaI saUbaodar ko
haqa maoM. $la kBaI –kBaI ]nhIM sao Tkra kr baja ]zta hO.
saUTkosa AaOr safarI haolDala saUbaodarnaI saaihbaa ko isar pr hO.
yaaoM tao Anaok ka yahI isalaisalaa hO. hvaaladar saahba T/aMijasTr
laTkayao¸ $la ihlaato¸ GaD,I baar baat doKto AaOr isagaroT pIto
Aagao–Aagao cala rho hOM AaOr pICo–pICo GarvaalaI –– saamaana¸
isar pr laado hue ––magar naOnaa saUbaodar ko saaqa yah phlaa Avasar
hO. kBaI BaI¸ Apnao sao dao AMgaula kma krko tao doKa hI nahIM.
ekaek
baaolao "saUbaodarnaI¸ Aap jara $ikyao. yaoo baOga AaOr iTifna
Aap pkD, laIijayao Aba. qaaoD,I dUr tk ATOcaI–haolDala maOM lao
calata hUĐ , , , "
saUbaodarnaI
pICo kao mauD,I¸ haOlao sao mauskurayaI¸ tojaI sao Aagao baZ, gayaIM.
jaOsao gaMQa p`kT krtI jaatI hao ApnaI. baaolatI gayaIM ––
"maora tao yah raoja ka AByaasa huAa¸ rmauAa ko baabaUŃ
baokar ko saMkaoca maoM pD, rho hao. KotaoM maoM psaa- nahIM Z,aootI
ik Gaasa–Anaaja ko gaT\zr nahIM. ]sa idna BaI tumharo pICo–pICo
palyaaoM ka jaala ilayao cala rhI qaI ––"
"vaao
Gar ka– raojadarI kama huAa –– magar yao tao –– "
"ek
p`kar kI kulaIigarI hu[-¸" kao saUbaodar nao Apnao BaItr hI
AMtQaa-na kr kr ilayaa.
"Aaja
baat krnao maoM tuma 'maa[- iDyar Ń' nahIM kr rho hao –– [tnaa ]dasa
pD, jaanaa BaI @yaa zhra ––"
Aba
saUbaodar kOsao batayaoM ik Aignapqa baIt gayaa¸ raK rh gayaI. yahaĐ
sao yahaĐ tk bauJaa–bauJaapna–saa vyaaPt huAa pD,a hO.
"[jjat
tao BaItr kI Baavanaa hu[-M. hma inagaaoD,I tuma–tuma hI tumaD,atI
rhI ijaMdgaI Bar. tumasao 'Aap–Aap' sao naIcao nahIM ]tra gayaa.
dugaa- saasaU kh rhI qaI¸ GarvaalaI kao p`itYza donaa kao[- [sako
saUbaodar sao saIKo. tuma jaba vahaĐ rat–idna hma laaogaaoM kI
icaMta maoM Gaulato rhnao vaalao hue¸ tba kuC nahIM –– ek idna kao
tumhara baaoJa hmaaro isar pr Aa gayaa– tao @yaa pva-t Aa gayaa zhraĆ
isar ko taja tao AaiKr tuma hI hue –– "
saUbaodar
kao lagaa ik saUbaodarnaI ka baaolanaa ifr kanaaoM tk Aato calaa gayaa
AaOr saUbaodar kao lagaa¸ jaOsao klama sao SarIr pr ilaKo do rhI hO ik
AgalaI Cui+yaaoM maoM @yaa–@yaa laoto Aanaa hO.
ifr
smaRit maoM spSa- ]Barto hI gayao ik gaaĐva phuĐcanao ko idna ek–ek
vastu kao kOsao hjaar AaĐKaoM sao doKtI–saI maugQa haotI jaatI qaIM
saUbaodarnaI. isaMqaala kI ba+I kao jaba [nhaoMnao saUĐGaa¸ tba
]sasao saugaMQa fUTnaI Sau$ hu[- qaI. laaoBa nahIM hOM¸ laayao hue
kao saaqa-k kr donaa hO. [sa va@t 'yah mat BaUlanaa¸ vah ja$r
laotoo Aanaa' kI saarI rT isaf- saUbaodar kI ]%saah AaOr gairmaa baZ,a
donao ko ilae hO.
gaaĐva
sao Sahr tk kI [sa saD,k pr ¸ yah kao[- phlaI baar ka calanaa tao nahIM
[nhIM CuiT\TyaaoM maoM dao baar jaa cauko hOM. ek baar Sahr GaUmaa¸
kuC KrIdarI kI – maOiTnaI Saao doKa AaOr ihmaalayaa haoTla maoM hI zhr
gayaoo. haи p`saMga badla gayaa hO¸ tao saD,k BaI paĐva qaamao
lao rhI hO.
ipqaaOragaZ,–JaUlaabaar
vaalaI mau#ya saD,k Aba qaaoD,o hI fasalao pr hO. [sa gaaĐva vaalaI
saD,k ko daonaaoM Aaor p%qaraoM kI icanaa[- hu[- hO. samatla nahIM¸
}baD,–KabaD, hOM. baUTaoM kI Aavaaja kanaaoM kao spSa- krtI
maalaUma pD,tI hO. najar naIcao calaI jaaya¸ tao KotaoM maoM Gaasa
baInatI AaOrtoM yaa [naaro–iknaaro kI BaUima pr carto pSau idKa[- pD,
jaato hOM. }pr Aasamaana kI trf doKao¸ yao hI saba pxaI banakr
]D,to–sao jaana pD,to hOM. jahaĐ tk yah gaaĐva vaalaI kccaI
saD,k jaatI hO¸ saba ek hO¸ p@kI DamarvaalaI saD,k Aato hI¸ pRqak hao gayao haonao ka AaBaasa haota hO.
dUr
KD,a BaraD,I ka jaMgala 'yaad rKnaa¸ BaUlanaa mat' pukarta–saa Aagao
kao Aa rha hO AaOr p`kRit saUbaodarnaI kI hI BaaĐit GaaGara fOlaayao
baOzI maalaUma pD,tI hO. mausanyaaOlao jyaada lambao nahIM ]D,to¸
isaf- ek sao dUsarI JaaD,I tk fUdkto hO AaOr caIM–caIM–caIM macaayao
rhto hOM. yaad Aata hO ik [sa baar knyaa kI kamanaa [tnaI @yaaoM rhI
haogaI¸ tao vahaĐ Ambaalaa CavanaI maoM saaqa ko ek faOjaI AiQakarI ko
yahaĐ AaĐKaoM maoM Ca gayaI CaoTI–saI baccaI kI AakRit smaRit maoM
]BartI jaatI hO.
yaad
Aata hO ]saka 'AMkla–AMkla' khnaa AaOr kMQao pr caZ,nao kI ijad krnaa.
AaOr yah ik baabaU kI vaRwavasqaa AaOr Gar ko vaIrana pD, jaanao ko Dr
maoM pirvaar kao saaqa rKnao ka Avasar nahIM.
kla
yaaoM hI pUC ilayaa ik saUbaodarnaI saaqa calaaogaIĆ javaaba @yaa
Aayaa ik iksa baar nahIM calaI hOM. jaba Cayaa na rho¸ tba samaJaao
ik saaqa nahIM hOM. AaOr [sa va@t saaqa cala rhI hOM¸ tao Cayaa sao
jyaada khaĐ hOM.
p`kRit
kI hI BaaMit¸ saUbaodarnaI BaI tao jyaaoM–jyaaoM AaoJala¸
%yaaoM–%yaaoM AaOr p`%yaxa haotI jaatI hO. hr baar yahI haota
Aayaa hO. basa maoM baOzto hI smaRityaaĐ pixayaaoM ko JauĐDaoM ka
trh ]idt hao jaatI hO BaItr. kaOOna idna kaOna xaNa kOsaa baIta
saUbaodarnaI ko saaqa¸ jaMgala maoM hvaa kI trh bajanao lagata hO BaItr.
yahaĐ sao kOmp phuĐcanao tk nadI kI yaa~a hO.
Acaanak
$kI AaOr 'dao imanaT zhrnaa' –– khto–khto¸ saUbaodarnaI nao isar pr
ka saamaana dIvaar pr rKvaa donao ka [Migat ikyaa. saUbaodar kao
lagaa¸ caZ,a[- caZ,to qak gayaI hOM. saamaana zIk sao rKato¸ kuC
khnao kao hue ik saMkaoca AaOr Sarart maoM mauskuratI¸ saUbaodarnaI tojaI
sao naIcao KotaoM kI idSaa maoM ]tr gayaIM. jaba tk maoM vaao
laaOOTI¸ naOnaa saUbaodar kao Acaanak hI BaraD,I ko jaMgala maoM kI vah
jalaQaara smarNa hao AayaI¸ ijasao ]d\gama maoM doKto¸ ]nhaoMnao
saUbaodarnaI sao majaak ikyaa qaa–– yah nahIM SarmaatI. , , ,
saUbaodarnaI @yaa baaolaI –– QartI tao maata hu[-. ]sao saBaI
samaana hue.
SaadI
ko baad ka ek barsaaoM laMbaa isalaisalaa hO¸ jaao saUbaodarnaI kao
sayaanaI krta calaa. Aanao ko saala sao Aba tk maoM @yaa sao @yaa
hO. BaraD,I ko jaMgala maoM sao p`kT hu[- ptlaI–saI jalaQaara¸
dUr tk @yaa jaa[e¸ naIcao GaaTI tk maoM pnaca@kI ko paT GaumaatI nadI hao
gayaI hO. jaanao iktnao s~aotaoM sao jala [kT\za haota gayaa.
raookto–raokto
BaI¸ ifr saamaana ]za ilayaa cala pD,nao sao phlao¸ baaolaIM¸ "Aap
jaanao lagato hao¸ tao jaanao @yaa haota hO BaItr–BaItr zMD–saI
maalaUma pD,tI hO. [sa baar tao dUr tk ka saaqa huAa. ipClaI
baar AaĐgana maoM hI KD,I qaI. Aap AaĐKaoM sao AaoJala hue ik
–– tba BaI –– "
jaba
tk maoM naOnaa saUbaodar kuC baaolanao kI kaoiSaSa kroM¸ vaao cala pD,IM.
dao kdma pICo calato¸ saaf–saaf idKtI hOM. isar pr ko baaoJa AaOr
Asamatla rasto ko karNa¸ kmar dayaoM–baayaoM lacaktI hO¸ tao
saubahlaa–saa gaaora rMga najar qaama laota hO. ipMDilayaaoM pr
sao GaaGaro ka paT ]zta hO¸ tao maClaI ko panaI maoM krvaT maarto haonao
kI saI iJalaimala. jaato samaya saUbaodarnaI¸ hr baar¸ eosaI hao
AatI hO ik nadI ka CUTnaa hO. safr krto maoM GaMTaoM baad kao[- nadI
AatI hO rasto maoM¸ tao kOsao ]sakI Aaba }pr tk AatI maalaUma pD,tI hO.
yah Aad`a kBaI nahIM CUTtI. baahr AaooJala haoto hI¸ BaItr bahnao lagatI
hO.
ibalakula
caupko AastIna sao AaĐKoM paoMCI¸ tao BaI kuC Aavaaja–saI AatI
saunaa[- pD,I. naOnaa saUbaodar nao jasaI- kI jaoba maoM sao inakala
kr¸ caSmaa lagaa ilayaa. saUbaodarnaI calaI jaa rhI qaIM.
]naka toja calanaa haqa maoM baMQaI GaD,I pr vajana Dalata maalaUma pD,
rha qaa. daonaaoM haqa }pr kao ]zayao cala rhI hO¸ tao AaOrt haonaa
ApnaI BaaYaa baaolata–saa saunaa[- pD,ta hO. nadI maoM nahakr¸
iknaaro jaa[e. kpD,o badilae¸ vaapsa laaOT cailae. qaaoD,a
smaRit pr jaaor donao kI kaoiSaSa kire ik nadI kao bahto haonao kI Aavaaja
–– Kasa taOr pr phaD, maoM –– iktnaI dUr–dUr tk saaqa AatI hO.
mau#ya
saD,k tk phuĐcanao sao phlao hI¸ kuC kulaI kMQao pr rssao Dalao Sahr kI
trf jaato idK gayao¸ tao saUbaodar nao jaaoraoM sao pukar ilayaa.
vaao izzko¸ tao Aanao ka saMkot ikyaa. tba tk maoM saUbaodarnaI nao
isar pr sao saamaana ]tar¸ dIvaala pr rK idyaa.
ek–ek
$pyao ko naaoTaoM kI ek nayaI gaD\DI jasaI- sao inakala kr¸ saUbaodarnaI
ko haqaaoM maoM qamaa[- naOnaa saUbaodar nao. kha kuC nahIM.
haqaaoM kao kuC xaNa yaaoM hI qaamao rho. saubaodarnaI hI hĐsa pD,I¸
"[tnaI jyaada rkma do rho hao majadUrI maoM –– AgalaI baar BaI
hma hI laayaoMgaI saahba ka saamaana ––"
saUbaodarnaI
hĐsa rhI qaIM. haqaaoM kao Alaga krnaa kizna hao gayaa. baola
ilapTI jaana pDtI hO. ekek BaraD,I ko jaMgala maoM nyaaolaI gaato
samaya ka pirdRSya Ca gayaa. BaItr kao[- fUT–saa pD,a–CaoD,ao
yaar¸ saUbaodar Ń saara baaora–ibastr BaUla jaaAao yahIM saD,k
pr. yaaoM hI haqa fĐsaayao¸ saUbaodarnaI kao lao ]D,ao. Kot¸
GaaTI¸ jaMgala¸ nadI –– sabakao ]laĐGato calao jaaAao¸ jaba qak
jaaAao¸ saUbaodarnaI kI gaaod maoM isar rKo¸ AaĐcala }pr ]za dao AaOr
pD,o rhao.
[sa
ihmaiSaKr ko par ka Jarnaa saaf idKa[- dota hO. JaaĐkao tao Kud ko
p`itibamba Jalakto hO.
kulaI
nao saamaana laad ilayaa¸ tao saUbaodarnaI nao paĐvaaoM kao spSa- ikyaa
AaOr isar tk samaa gayaI ]nakI ]MgailayaoM kI CUAna¸ baUTaoM tk ko BaItr
hI nahIM¸ pUro smaRit jagat maoM vyaaPt hao gayaI. kuC samaJa nahIM
payao ik paĐvaaoM pr JaukI saUbaodarnaI kao 'jaItI rhao¸ jagatI rhao'
kOsao khoM. saUbaodarnaI Aba ivada laonao kao KD,I hu[-¸ tao ipzaĐ–Axat
jaOsao ekaek p`kT hue haoM maaqao pr. jaanao iktnaI gahrI roKaeĐ
]Bar AayaI¸ AaĐKaoM ko baIca kI jagah AMtQaa-na hao gayaI. daonaaoM }pr
tk DbaDbaa ]zIM qaI Aba. naOnaa saUbaodar kao lagaa¸ pxaI yaaonaI
sao phlao [sa JaIla ka par kizna hO. saUbaodar kao huAa¸ pMK haoto
hue tao ek hI ]D,ana maoM baaoiJala hao jaato.
}pr
p@kI saD,k tk phuĐcato maoM saUbaodar mauD,o nahI. gaaĐva kI kccaI
saD,k ka mauhanaa mau#ya saD,k maoM samaa gayaa¸ tba plaT kr doKa.
saUbaodarnaI
[saI Aaor TkTkI lagaayao KD,I qaIM. AaoJala haoto¸ tao ]nhoM hI
doKnaa hO.
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