T/k–samaot khIM AdRSya laaok maoM p`vaoSa krto haonao kI
BaI AnauBaUit haotI qaI AaOr Baya. saara
Qyaana [saI baat pr TĐgaa rhta ik @yaa sacamauca [saI janama maoM ifr
$@maa saUbaodarnaI haoMgaI AaOr ]nako saaqa ka talaaba maoM kI maClaI
ka–saa [sa kaonao sao ]sa kaonao tk ]jaaD,naaĆ Gar phuĐcanao ko baad¸ qaaoD,a ekant pato hI saUbaodarnaI ekaek
daonaaoM paĐva jakD, laoMgaI AaOr saaoto–sao fUT pD,oMgao QartI maoM.
janma–janmaaMtraoM kI–saI vyaakulata maoM¸ ]nakI pIz tk ihlatI
haogaI. tba¸ daonaaoM haqa
kaKaoM maoM Dalao¸ }pr ]zayaoMgao saUbaodar AaOr saa%vaMnaa donao maoM¸
ekakar hao jaayaoMgao. tba
T/k kI yaa~a maoM hI jaanao iktnaI baar huAa ik prmaa%maa tao AMtyaa-maI
hO¸ ]sasao @yaa iCpa hO¸ magar bagala maoM D/ayavar kI saIT pr baOza
KImaisaMh BaI na doK rha hao. jaba
kao[- jaagata hO hr xaNa AadmaI kI smaRityaaoM maoM¸ pSau–pxaI BaI
BaItr tk JaaĐkto gaaocar haoto hO.
saUbaodarnaI saaihbaa sao @yaa kha qaa ]sa phlaI rat hI ik
"ek AaĐK sao hma doK rho hOM¸ ek sao tuma. vah BagavatI praza saoMktI jaatI hO AaOr maMjaIra–saa
bajaatI hO ik 'ek praza tao AaOr laao saUbaodar¸ saahbaŃ' –– AaOr
hmaoM Aap hI saoMktI–iKlaatI najar AatI hao. yao tao Aapnao Aba batayaa ik kla rat ka va`t rKa qaa.
doiKe ik hma ibanaa Kbar hue hI dao janaaoM ka Baaojana kr
gayao."
@yaa rKa hO ssaalao iksaI AadmaI kI ijaMdgaI maoM¸ Agar
khIM paĐvaaoM sao laokr¸ isar sao }pr tk ka¸ gahro talaaba–jaOsaa
p`oma nahIM rKa hO. khaĐ tao
ekmaUkta ka–saa Aalama qaa p`armBa maoM. ifr Sabd fUTa ekaek¸ tao sacamauca ek saRiYT haotI calaI gayaI.
jaIBa maoM lapTa tagao ka gaucCa hT gayaa AaOr vaaNaI Jarnaa haotI
gayaI. jaanao kba¸ khaĐ rat
baItI. saUbaodarnaI saaihbaa
nao nahIM Taoka ek baar BaI¸ isaf- [tnaa khtI¸ ]z KD,I hu[- ik
ivahanatara inakla Aayaa hO. saUbaodar
kao BaI yahI huAa ik maata BagavatI¸ tU nahIM¸ tao AaOr kaOna hO. kaOna jaagata hO¸ idna–rat hmaaro ilae.
kaOna dota hO [tnaa Qyaana. iksao
pD,I hO hmaarI [tnaI icanta.
vah gaaĐva phuĐcanao kI phlaI hI rat qaI.
ikMtu DaoMgaro baalaamaRt vaalao klaoMDr maoM maaĐ haT kI kailaka
ko paMvaaoM ko naIcao Aa pD,o iSavaSaMkr kI saI jaao dSaa AnauBava hu[-
qaI¸ vah Aba tk saaqa hO. fk-
[tnaa ik SaMkr Anajaanao Aa
gayao¸ paĐvaaoM ko naIcao¸ naOnaa saUbaodar AMt:p`orNaa sao. saUbaodarnaI 'ivahanatara inakla Aayaa' khtI KD,I hu[- hI qaI ik
ibastr sao paĐva baahr rKto tk maoM¸ naOnaa saUbaodarnaI nao saba sauna
ilayaa.
Cui+yaaoM ko ilae AjaI- lagaanao ko idna sao laokr¸ yahaĐ
phuĐcanao ko idna tk kI saarI vyaakulata pr kOsao Apnao hI r@t maoM sao
baar–baar Avatirt haotI¸ raoma–raoma maoM Ca jaatI rhI saUbaodarnaI.
baajaar inaklato¸ saao kOsao saaxaat\ ]pisqat haotI–saI Kud hI
Qyaana idlaatI rhtI pga–pga pr ik ]nako ilae @yaa–@yaa vastueĐ laonaI
hO¸ AaOr @yaa baccaaoM AaOr baabaU ko ilae¸ [naka jaanao kba¸ khaĐ sao
Acaanak Cayaa kI trh ka p`kT haonaa AaOr saara Qyaana ApnaI Aaor KIMca
laonaa¸ basa¸ gaaĐva phuĐcakr hI qamaa hO.
paĐva CUto hI
ima+I ko GaD,o kI trh ka fUT pD,naa AaOr saara jala saUbaodar pr ]ĐDola
donaa ikyaa qaa saUbaodarnaI nao¸ tba khIM Kud ko pUNaa-Mga hue haonao
kI–saI tRiPt hu[- qaI.
kla AaOr BaI @yaa huAa qaa.
]Qar baabaU dovaI–jaagarNa maoM hOM AaOr [Qar saUbaodarnaI
ko saaqa ka ek–ek idna baa[skaop ko ica~aoM kI trh AaĐKaoM ko saamanao
huAa jaa rha hO ik kaOna–saa saUbaodarnaI ko saaqa iktnaa baIta AaOr
iktnaa KotaoM¸ iktnaa jaMgala AaOr nadI–baavaD,I maoM. iktnaa ek bagala saUbaodarnaI hO¸ dusarI bagala iBamauvaa yaa
rmauvaaŃ saUbaodar kh rho
hOM –– 'iBamauvaa kI AmmaaŃ' –– saUbaodarnaI –– 'rmauvaa ko
baabaUŃ' –– AaOr yah ik '[jaa kI jagah' Ammaa @yaaoM khnao lagao haoĆ'
saUbaodar ekaek ApnaI faOjaI AMga`ojaI
zaoMk do rho hOM ––
'evhrI Do eND evhrI naa[T –– maa[- iDyar saUbaodarnaI¸ yaU vaa^ja
Aa^na maa[- D/ImaŃ' –– AaOr saUbaodarnaI pailaesTr kI na[- saaD,I ka
Caor mauĐh maoM dbaa lao rhI¸ "Aaga lagao tumharI [sa laalapaoikyaa
baanaraoM kI jaOsaI baaolaI kao."
AMga`ojaI ka A–Aa nahIM jaanatI hO¸ laoikna AMga`jaI ka
rMga gaulaabaI haota hO¸ [tnaa ]nhoM pta hO. saUbaodar samaJaa doto hO ik '[tnaa tao¸ maa[- iDyar¸ ibalkula
kro@T pkD, ilayaa Aapnao ik yah laalapaoikyaa AMga`ojaI kI laOMigvaja
hO."
rataoM kao kafI zMD hO AaOr CaoTo rmauvaa nao
saaoyao–saaoyao hI laGauSaMka inabaTa dI hO¸ tao saUbaodarnaI majaak kr
rhI hO¸ "vahaĐ faOja maoM BaI eosaa hI kr doto hao @yaaĆ"
saUbaodar badlao maoM kuC AaOr gahra majaak krnao kI saoaca hI rho
hOM ik saUbaodarnaI kI AaĐKoM ekaek Aad`a- naxa~ maoM hao jaatI hO¸
"maoro ilae rmauvaa maoM tumamaoM @yaa AMtr huAaŃ"
[saIilae khnao AaOr maananao kao mana krta hO ik dovaI
ma[yaa¸ tU nahIM¸ tao kaOna hO. dao–tIna
saala baila ko bakro kI trh ka TMgaa haonaa haota hO vahaĐ AaOr kaOna hO
vahaи ijasasao baatoM krto Kud ko }Đcao–}Đcao pva-tiSaKraoM pr
AasaIna haonao AaOr saaqa maoM iksaI ko Apnao maoM sao hI Jarnao kI trh fUT¸
yaa naIcao nadI kI trh bah rho haonao kI p`tIit hao. jahaĐ isar ko }pr jaanao sasauro iktnao
kPtana–kna-la–jana-la laZ,o rhto hOM¸ vahaĐ saUbaodar kI AaOkat @yaa
haotI hO. laoikna yahaĐ
–– AaOr smaRit kI maanaao¸ tao vahaĐ BaI –– ek tora spSa- haota
hO ik SarIr maoM vanaspityaaĐ–saI fUT pD,tI hO.
haT kI kailaka ma[yaa ko drbaar maoM jaanao ka idna isar pr
Aa rha hO AaOr t%pScaat\ hI saamanao haogaI –– ivada hoanao kI GaD,I.
saUbaodarnaI ko saaqa baIto ek–ek idna ko puYp AĐQaoro maoM
ibaKor donao kao mana krta hO AaOr Ta^ca- haqa maoM laokr¸ ZUĐZ,nao kao.
Aaja BaI saUbaodarnaI ABaI–ABaI¸ raoja kI trh¸ ivahanataro kao
gaaod maoM laokr dUQa iplaanao kao ]tavalaI¸ CatI pr paĐva rKtI–saI
inakla gayaI hO¸ laoikna JaaĐvaraoM kI Aavaaja ABaI BaI maQaumai@KyaaoM
ka saa C%ta Dalao hue hO.
"caha tOyaar hO¸ baabaUŃ"
khta iBamauvaa dohlaI pr KD,a idKa[- idyaa¸ tba huAa ik saubah hao
gayaI haogaI. Aaja ka idna
baIca maoM hO¸ kla hI haT kI jaa~a pr jaanaa hO. saUbaodarnaI kla kh rhI qaI ik "hMhao¸ rmauvaa ko baabaU¸
tuma kh rho qao [sa baar baaĐja kI palyaaoM kOsaI hao rhI hOĆ"
jaMgala gaaĐva ko ]%trI Caor maoM hO.
ek isalaisalaa–saa hO¸ jaao saat–Aaz gaaĐvaaoM ko isarhanao ko
saQana hrIitmaa kI trh¸ Aar–sao–par tk calaa gayaa hO. naIcao–naIcao tk k[- baar hao Aayao hOM¸ saUbaodar¸ laoikna caUĐik
iSakar Kolanao kao manaa kr dotI rhI hO saUbaodarnaI ik¸ "hMhao¸
yah ApnaI BaD,ama–BaD,ama yahaĐ ApnaI imalaoTrI maoM hI ikyaa krao.
hmakao nahIM lagarI AcCI h%yaa , , , " –– [sailae
saUbaodar BaI¸ basa¸ ra[fla kao kMQao pr saOr–Bar krvaa ko laaOT Aato
rho hOM –– laoikna dao–dao tna–tnaato bakro haT kI kailaka ko
maindr maoM kaTo jaanao hOM¸ ek iBamauvaa kI baQaa[- ka BaaKa huAa hO¸
dUsara rmauvaa kI–– dovaI ma[yaa nahIM khtI haogaI ik hmaoM nahIM AcCI
lagatI h%yaaĆ –– KOr¸ vaao @yaa hO ik baabaU dovaI–jaagarNa maoM
kOsao batato hOM ik ek haqa maoM KD\ga ilayaa¸ dUsaro maoM gada¸ ek haqa
maoM –– saaolah haqaaoM maoM ma[yaa kailaka nao AayauQa QaarNa ikyao
AaOr dao haqaaoM maoM KPpr ,
, ,
[sasao jyaada dUr tk maistYk jaa nahIM pata hO.
@yaaoMik vah tao jaba tk dao haqaaoM vaalaI hO¸ tba tk hmaarI phuĐca
maoM hO. Aagao ka $p
?iYa–mauinayaaoM ko &ana kI vastu hu[-.
caaya pInao kao baahr AaĐgana maoM inakla Aayao saUbaodar¸
tao Aba tk ka saara maayaalaaok jaOsao kmaro maoM hI CUT gayaa. BaItr ica%t ka ivastar qaa¸ baahr p`kRit ]pisqat hO.
gaaĐva maoM baaKilayaaoM łGaraoM kI EaRMKlaa´ sao naIcao GaaTI
maoM¸ nadI ko iknaaro tk KotaoM ka isalaisalaa calaa gayaa hO. lagata hOÂ saubah–saubah –– ivaSaoYa taOr pr said-yaaoM kI
?tu maoM. nadI maoM snaana
krko¸ kao[- saIiZ,yaaoM pr paĐva¸ rKtI–saI¸ vaao }pr jaMgala maoM
inakla gayaI. dao–caar idna GaT łpnaca@kI´ kI Aaor inakla gayao qao¸
saUbaodarnaI kpD,o QaaotI rhI qaI AaOr vaao BaI doKto rho¸ talaaba maoM
maCilayaaoM ka Kola. jaIvana
ka Kola jala–qala¸ saba jagah ek hO.
Aajakla gaohUĐ KotaoM maoM Annap`aSana ko baad ko
baccaaoM–ijatnaa sayaanaa hao Aayaa hO. GauTnaaoM ko bala KD,a haonao kI kaoiSaSa krta huAa–saa ––
laoikna ABaI kaohro maoM QaaotI sao pllao ko naIcao dubaka pD,a–saa
AMtQaa-na hO. khIM Aaz–naaO
bajao tk kuhasaa zIk sao CMT payaogaa. ABaI tao BaUimayaa dovata ko kmar sao naIcao ko pirQaana kI trh
vyaaPt hO. gaaĐva BaI tao
iktnaa CaoTa hO yah. phaD, ka
baccaa maalaUma dota hO.
dsa bajao tk maoM sabakao iKlaa–iplaakr¸ saUbaodarnaI nao
saIZ,I ko p%qar pr dratI kao Qaar lagaanaa SaU$ ikyaa¸ tao saUbaodar BaI
vadI- maoM hao ilayao. KUĐTI
pr sao ]tarkr¸ ra[fla kMQao pr rKI. hvaa[- baOga maoM TopirkaD-r¸ kOmara AaOr isagaroT ka iDbbaa rKa
AaOr cala pD,o.
AaĐgana sao laokr¸ jaMgala kI trf vaalaI pgaDMDI maoM
piricataoM–ibaradraoM sao 'rama–rama payalaagaaoM –– jaIto rhao' inabaTato hue¸ pUNa- ekant haoto maoM hI
isagaroT ka ek jaaoraoM ka kSa ilayaa. ifr qaaoD,a $kkr¸ pICo–pICo AatI saUbaodarnaI kao barabarI pr
raokto hue¸ kMQao pr haqa rK idyaa¸ "Aaja Aapkao bahut jaI–jaana
sao gaakr saunaa dotI hO¸ nyaaolaI¸ maa[- iDyarŃ Gar maoM AaOr KotaoM maoM 'Baao[sa' dbavaa dI qaI Aapnao.
Aba tao calaacalaI ka va@t hO. kla pUjaa hao jaanaI hO. basa¸
dao–caar idna AaOr baasaa maainae. ifr vahIM¸ AaFTr imanaImama TU AaOr qa`I eyasa- vaalaI baat gayaI.
Aap ]sa nyaaOlaI kao ja$r gaanaa Aaja Apnao fUla BaaOlyaUma maoM
–– kaTto–kaTto ifr palyaaoMta jaata hO baaMja ka jaMgala–– id
farosT Aa^f imariklsaŃ"
saUbaodarnaI kuC nahIM baaolaIM¸ p`kRit banaI rhI.
lagaBaga ek maIla ko baad ArNya ka sampUNa- vaR%t¸
vanaspityaaoM sao BarI JaIla hao gayaa. dUr–dUr gaaya–bakiryaaĐ cartI
idKa[- do rhI qaIM AaOr kuC AaOrtoM. baaMja–flyaa ko pllava baTaortI.
saUbaodarnaI kao [tnaa saMkaoca tao qaa ik phlao saaqa–saaqa
jaanao vaalaI AaOrtoM¸ jahaĐ AaOr jaba
Aamanaa–saamanaa haogaa¸ majaak ja$r ]D,ayaoMgaI¸ laoikna [naka saMga
tao sadOva ka hO¸ saUbaodar ka khaĐ. yao tao fUla kI trh iKlao AaOr vaao BaI dao–tIna barsaaoM maoM ek
baar. ekaQa maihnaa Apnao
saMga–saMga hmaoM BaI iKlaayaoM rho AaOr ifr Acaanak ek idna¸ AaĐK–AaoJala.
Aba jaMgala tao roSaa–roSaa jaanaa huAa hO.
ekant ZUĐZnao maoM jyaada samaya nahIM lagaa. saUbaodar baccaa hao gayao ik palyaaoM kTo na kTo¸ nyaaolaI phlao
inabaTanaI hO. caaOrsa jagah Taohkr¸ saUbaodarnaI Apnao nayao¸ rMgaIna
GaaGaro kao zIk sao fOlaatI baOz gayaI. hrI Ëop ko GaaGaro maoM laala rMga kI gaaoT hO.
kmar maoM QaaotI ka pItambarI foMTa hO. ipzaM–Axat maaqao pr eosao hOM¸ jaOsao gaBa- sao hI saaqa haoM.
naak maoM caMdkaoM vaalaI¸ tIna taolao kI baayaoM kana ko pasa tk
ka sqaana GaortI naqa hO –– kanaaoM maoM saaonao kI mauid`kaeĐ.
galao maoM maaotImaalaa kalaa carovaa AaOr gaulauband hO.
haqaaoM maoM phuĐicayaaĐ AaOr paĐvaaoM maoM JaaMvar. pUro AaBaUYaNa QaarNa ikyao hO Aaja naOnaa saUbaodar ko Aaga`h pr.
ek haqa maoM dratI hO. dUsaro
maoM ABaI tk baaMja–flyaaMT ko pllava rKnao ka jaala qaa¸ Aba ]samaoM
rMga–ibarMgao fUlaaoMvaalaa Gamaolaa hO. @yaa $p hO. @yaa
rMga hO.
saUbaodar ekaek ]zo ApnaI jagah sao saUbaodarnaI saaihbaa ko
isar pr haqa forto hue 'Aao@ko' kha AaOr jaMgalaI maRga haoto¸ kulaaMca
maarto–sao¸ kuC fasalao pr hao gayao. kBaI khoM – maa[- iDyar¸ jara–saa dayaoM.
kBaI baayaoM. kBaI
mauskuraAao¸ kBaI iKlaiKlaaAao AaOr kBaI nyaaolaI gaanao kI¸ ifr kBaI
jaMgala maoM iksaI Kaoyao hue kao ZUĐZ,nao kI saI maud`a maoM hao jaaAao
–– saUbaodarnaI saaihbaa kao BaI jaanao @yaa huAa ik jaOsaa kha¸
tOsaI haotI ga[-. baIca maoM
isaf- [tnaa hI baaolaI¸ "doKao¸ jaOsao tumhara mana Acaata hO¸
tOsaa kr kr laao. ––
magar [sa va@t faTU imalaoTrI maoM caaho Apnao daostaoM–daostainayaaoM
kao idKato ifrnaa¸ yahaĐ rmauvaa ko baUbaU łdada´ AaOr dUsaro
laaogaaoM kI najar maoM nahIM pD,nao caaihe –– bahut majaak ]D,ayaoMgao laaogaŃ khoMgao¸ Gar maoM jagaha
nahIM imalaI ––"
saUbaodarnaI saaihbaa ka iKlaiKlanaa ihlaaMsa pxaI ko
caMd`akar JauMD–saa ]D,ta huAa¸ jaanao ihmaalayaaoM ko iSaKraoM tk khaĐ–khaĐ
calaa gayaa. saara ArNya DUba
gayaa. naOnaa saUbaodar ko
mauĐh sao [tnaa hI inaklaa –– "hmakao tao Aap hI dovaI hO
––"
saUbaodarnaI maoM saara saMkaoca ptJar ko samaya ka
p%taoM–saa Jarta¸ AaOr ?tu vasaMt ko pllavaaoM–saa ]gata calaa
gayaa. khaĐ faoTao maoM
gaata idKa[- pD,nao–Bar kao nyaaolaI Sau$ kI qaI¸ khaĐ ek laD,I–saI
baĐQatI calaI gayaIM.
kaTto–kaTto isar pllaivat hao jaata hO
baaMja ka vana , , ,
samaud` Bar jaata hO¸ maoro p`aNa¸
nahIM Barta manaŃ
AaiSvana maasa kI nadI maoM camaktI hO
Asaolaa maClaI ,
, ,
Aba jaato hao
kaOOna jaanata hO¸ ifr kba haogaI BaoMTŃ
vaao doKao¸ ]Qar ihmaalaya kI d`aoiNayaaoM maoM
kOsaI caadr–saI ibaC gayaI hO baf- , , ,
pxaI haotI maOM¸ maoro p`aNa¸
]D,tI¸ basa ]D,tI hI calaI jaatI
tumharI idSaa maoMŃ
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