iËsamasa – jaao Zaolak
kI qaap pr pUra huAa

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PaaiNaga`hNa saMskar ko samaya maOMnao Apnao maoMhdI Baro haÐqa ivadoSaI pit ko haÐqaao pr pUNa- samap-Na ko saaqa rK ide. jaIvana ko p`it hmaaro isawant evaM maUlya tao ek hI qao pr Apnao doSa AaOr maaTI ka CUTnaa Alaga baat qaI. mana maoM ek ksak saI qaI. maora doSa CaoD,naa maoro ArmaanaaoM kI ]D,ana ko karNa nahIM bailk Apnao ivadoSaI pit ko BaartIya p`oma ko karNa qaa ijasaka mauJao gava- BaI qaa.

kRYNa janmaaYTmaI kI gahna¸ GanaGaaor barsatI rat hvaa kI prt dr prt caIrta hvaa[- jahaja, mauJao janma sao imalao hr Apnaopna kI saImaaAaoM sao dUr lao ]D,a AaOr jaba naIcao ]tra tao kOilafaoina-yaa maoM camacamaato saUrja AaOr mauskuratI huyaI fUlaaoM kI vaaidyaaoM nao mauJao haÐqaaoM haÐqa qaama ilayaa. lagaa maaOsama kao[- tIna caar maihnao kI kulaacaoM lao Aagao Baaga gayaa AaOr maOM Baart ko maanasaUnaI maaOsama maoM said-yaaoM ka maja,a laonao lagaI.

sauhavanao maaOsama AaOr vaOvaaihk jaIvana ko SauBaarmBa ko manacalao idna¸ band rolavao ËaisaMga sao gauja,rto e@sap`osa T/ona ko iDbbaaoM kI trh KTaKT Baagato gayao AaOr doKto hI doKto gaima-yaaÐ ³kOilafaoina-yaa kI´ Apnaa gaIt gaa calatI banaIM. saUrja BaI Sarmaa kr baadlaaoM kI AaoT hao ilayaa. poD,aoM kI pi<ayaaÐ poD, sao Apnaa damana CuD,a QartI kI gaaod saao gayaIM. A@TUbar–navambar maoM baadlaaoM BarI¸ barsatI– saubah¸ daophr¸ Saama phlaI baar mauJao iksaI Anajaana QartI pr KD,o haonao ka Ahsaasa idlaanao lagaI AaOr ifr Aa gayaa idsambar BaI.

ek saubah pitdova samaacaar p~ laonao baahr gae. vaapsa Aa baaolao¸ "hvaa maoM iËsamasaIpna saa Aa gayaa hO". ek eosaa Ahsaasa ijasao maOnao Apnao jaIvana maoM kBaI jaanaa hI na qaa. maOOM daOD, kr baahr gayaI AaOr hvaa maoM baMahoM psaar kuC AnauBava krnao kao trsanao lagaI. eosaI zMDI bayaar ijasaka spSa- maoro ilayao Anajaanaa qaa¸ maoro pit ko )dya maoM iËsamasaI spndna bana QaD,k rhI qaI. ek ]%saukta vyaakulata ko saaqa maoro )dya maoM baOzI jaa rhI qaI.  na[- saMskRit¸ nayaa pirvaoSa AaOr Aba yah nayaa %yaaOharÑ  haÐqa maoM pkD,o pMCI kI trh na caahto hue BaI maora mana fD,fD,a saa rha qaa.  kOsao manaaeMgao hma yah saba AaOr kOsao Aa%masaat kr pa}MgaI maOM [nako rIit irvaaja,— eosao AnaokaoM p`Sna maoro mana maoM jvaar BaaTo kI trh caZ, ]tr rho qao.  

SaadI ko baad yah hmaara phlaa iËsamasa qaa [sailae maoro saasa–sasaur nao hmaoM Apnao pasa Aanao ka ivaSaoYa inamaM~Na idyaa qaa.  hmaarI tInaaoM nandaoM nao BaI sapirvaar Aanao ka kaya-Ëma banaayaa. yah phlaa Avasar qaa jaba maOM pUro pirvaar ko saaqa ek saaqa imalanao vaalaI qaI.  iËsamasa ko ek hFto phlao hma laa^sa gaoTa^sa maoM maoro saasa–sasaur ko Gar phuÐcao. Gar baccaaoM baD,aoM sao Bar gayaa. vyast jaIvana sao samaya inakala imala panaa sabako ilae baD,I baat qaI. saBaI p`saMnna evaM ]%saaiht qao. hmaarI nand ka ku%ta BaI¸ jaao ]nako saaqa Aayaa qaa¸ iksamasa ko p`it kma ]%saaiht nahIM idKta qaa. AaOr ifr Sau$ huAa iËsamasa kI AakYa-k evaM lauBaavanaI rsmaaoM ka isalaisalaa.

hmaaro sasaur nao Gar kao baahr kI Aaor rMga ibarMgaI laa[TaoM sao baD,o jatna sao sajaayaa qaa.  laa^na maoM kuC AakYa-k JaaikyaaM BaI sajaa[- gayaI qaIM jaao saamanao sao gauja,rtI karaoM kao ApnaI rFtaar kma kr doKnao ko ilae majabaUr kr dotI qaIM.  p`vaoSa War pr lagaI  AakYa-k rIqa hr Aanao vaalao ka iksamasaI Andaja, maoM svaagat kr rhI qaI. Gar ko Andr saonTa AaOr [-saa masaIh kI CaoTI–CaoTI JaaikyaaM sajaa[- huyaI qaIM. kmaI qaI tao basa iksamasa T/I kI ijasako ilae hma sabako Aa jaanao ka [ntja,ar qaa.

iËsamasa T/I ka Gar Aanaa iksaI rsma sao kma na qaa. saubah–saubah Qar pkD, kr baccaaoM kao tOyaar ikyaa gayaa.  baD,o jaaoSa ko saaqa hma saBaI lambaI vaOna maoM Bar iËsamasa T/I fama- phÐucao.  vahaÐ ek vyai> nao iksa trf @yaa imalaogaa ko inado-Sa ko saaqa hmaoM ek AarI qamaa dI AaOr ek mauskurahT ko saaqa hmaoM manacaaha poD, panao ko ilae SauBa,kamanaaeM dIM.  GauTnaaoM }Ðcao baUT phnao hma saBaI baairSa kI hlkI fuhar kI prvaah na krto hue KotaoM maoM Gausa gae AaOr ijasa p`kar idvaalaI pr laxmaI gaNaoSa KrIdto hOM ]saI p`kar hr ek poD, kI naK iSaK prK Sau$ huyaI.  ekD,aoM fOlao hja,araoM poD,aoM maoM sava-sammait sao ek poD, caunaa gayaa.  baccao [sa daOrana iËsamasa ko poD,aoM ko baIca laukaiCpI Kola kr maja,a laoto rho. iËsamasa T/I ko kaTnao kI ivaiQavat ivaiDyaao irkaiD-Mga kI gayaI. sabanao ]sako saaqa imala faoTao iKMcaa[- maanaao pirvaar maoM kao[- nayaa sadsya Aa imalaa hao. AaOr ifr ]sao hmaarI pairvaairk vaOna kI Ct pr baaMQa idyaa gayaa. laaOTto samaya hma saba ek rosTaoronT maoM $k Apnao ip`ya poD, kao panao kI KuSaI manaanao sao svayaM kao raok na sako.

Gar laaOT kr ]sa poD, kao D/a[Mga$ma kI iKD,kI ko pasa yaUÐ KD,a ikyaa gayaa maanaao iksaI dovaI dovata kI p`itmaa sqaaipt kI gayaI hao.  ]sakao rMgaibarMgaI ibajalaI kI JaalaraoM sao sajaanao ko baad iËsamasa hOMigaga ka pairvaairk ba@saa Kaolaa gayaa AaOr hmaaro pit ko bacapna sao lao kr Aba tk kI tmaama yaadaoM ka ipTara hmaaro caaraoM trf ibaKr gayaa.  maorI nandoM ]na CaoTo–CaoTo sajaavaTI TukD,ao ko pICo iCpI vah hr khanaI mauJao bata rhI qaIM jaao ]sa pirvaar ka ihssaa qaIM. yah maoro ilae Aapsa maoM Gaula imala¸ pirvaar ko baIto samaya kao Aa%masaat krnao ka AivasmarNaIya Avasar qaa.  ]na yaadaoM ko CaoTo–CaoTo TukD,aoM kao poD, pr laTka kr jaba ibajalaI kI JaalaroM jalaa[- tao iËsamasa ko gaItaoM kI maQaur Qauna pUro Gar maoM fOla gayaI jaao laa[TaoM ko baukbaukanao ko saaqa baja rhI qaI. iËsamasa jaao Aba tk Gar ko baahr hvaa maoM tOr rha qaa Aba Gar ko Andr hI nahIM maoro )dya maoM BaI ]trnao lagaa qaa. Agalao Aanao vaalao idnaaoM maoM hma saba ]sa poD, ko naIcao ek dUsaro ko ilae ]pharaoM ko iDbbao sajaato gae.

iËsamasa ko ek idna phlao maoro saasa–sasaur ko saaqa imala Gar ko saBaI laaogaaoM nao pkvaana banaae. mauJao Apnao pit AaOr nandao[- ka baccaaoM ko saaqa imala Saaor gaula kr kukIja, banaanaa baD,a manaaorMjak lagaa. Saama kao Gar kI lambaI saI Da[inaMga Tobala pr hma sabanao pairvaairk Baaoja ka Aanand ilayaa. rat haoto–haoto baccao qakana sao caUr saonTa@laaja, ko ilae dUQa AaOr ibaskuT fayar Ploasa ko pasa sajaa saaonao calao gayao AaOr baakI bacao hma dor rat tk baataoM AaOr yaadaoM maoM Kaoe rho.

saubah baccaaoM ko Saaorgaula sao AaÐK KulaI.yaad Aayaa kOsao idvaalaI kI AgalaI saubah kaOvao ide kI baatI panao ko ilae kaolaahla krto hOM. mana hI mauskura maOM baahr AayaI tao doKa baD,o sao baccao tk saBaI Apnao iËsamasa sTaikMga kao TTaolanao maoM magana qao AaOr Aah }h kI Qvaina sao Gar Bara huAa qaa. maaoja,ao maoM imalanao vaalao saamaanaaoM maoM poisaMla¸ TUqaba`Sa¸ saabauna¸ GaD,I¸ isTkr¸ Ta^fI¸ caa^klaoT sao lao kr tmaama trh ko saamaanaaoM ka BaMDar qaa. maja,o kI baat yah ik yao saBaI saamaana hma sabanao caupko–caupko ibanaa iksaI kao batae saonTa ko naama pr maaoja,aoM maoM Dalao qao. baccao KuSa qao saonTa Wara ]nako maaojaaoM maoM Dalao gae ]pharaoM ko ilae AaOr baD,o hr CaoTI–baD,I caIja,ao ka maja,a lao rho qao.

ABaI hma [na saba sao ]bar BaI nahI pae qao ik tba tk maoro saasa–sasaur jaao saubah hI iËsamasa kI ivaYaoSa p`aqa-naa ko ilae caca- gae qao vaapsa laaOT Aae.  ]nako Aanao ko baad ka^fI¸ caaya AaOr kukIja, ko saaqa iËsamasa ko ]pharaoM kao Kaolanao ka isalaisalaa Sau$ huAa. kuC ]phar nae qao tao kuC puranao. iËsamasa ApnaI pairvaairk caIja,aoM kao AgalaI pIZ,I kao saaOpnao ka ek AnaaoKa idna BaI maanaa jaata hO. ek ek kr saBaI ek dUsaro kao ide gae ]phar Kaola rho qao.

AaOr ifr  Aayaa ]pharaoM ka ek iDbbaa maoro pasa jaao maoro pit Wara mauJao idyaa gayaa qaa.  maOM AaScaya- caikt qaI. ipClao ek hFto sao hma saaqa–saaqa qao tao yah ]phar kba AayaaÆ ek p`Sna BarI dRiYT sao maOMnao Apnao pit kI Aaor doKa AaOr ]nakI mauskurahT maoro )dya maoM gaudgaudI bana ]tr gayaI. saBaI kI AaÐKoM maorI Aaor qaIM. QaD,kto idla sao maOMnao ]sao Kaolaa tao maOM Avaak rh gayaI. maoro haÐqaaoM maoM qaI BaartIya laya kao samaoTo¸ Baart kI laaok QaD,kna kao baaMTtI— Zaolak. maoro haÐqa $k na sako AaOr maOMnao ]sa pr jaao qaap lagaayaI ik saBaI mauskura ]zo. maOMnao AaOr maoro pit nao imala jaula ek gaIt gaayaa. Zaolak kI Qanak ko saaqa saBaI Apnao haÐqa AaOr paÐva kao calanao sao raok na sako. iËsamasa kI saubah [sa gaIt saMgaIt nao ek Alabaolaa samaaÐ saa baaMQa idyaa AaOr hmaara ivadoSaI %yaaOhar BaartIya Andaja, maoM Zla gayaa. maorI phlaI iËsamasa nao mauJao [sa ivadoSaI %yaaOhar maoM tqaa [na ivadoiSayaaoM kao BaartIya rMga maoM baaor idyaa AaOr [sa trh yah Anajaana iËsamasa sada–sada ko ilae maoro jaIvana ka ek AiBanna AM ga bana gayaa.