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p%naI [sa trh Alaga hu[- ik jaOsao Aba maulaakat hI nahIM haogaI. maOM p`Qaanaacaaya- ko pasa phĐucaa. ]nhaoMnao doKto hI kha¸ 'Apnao skUla maoM ek baccaa hO¸ ]sakI maaĐ
saI•Aa[-•DI• ivaBaaga maoM hOM¸ maOMnao ]sasao faona pr saarI baat bata[- hO , , , , ]saka khnaa hO ik yaid puilasa skUla maoM AatI hO tao ]sasao phlao ]sakI baat kra[- jaae , ,
, nambar naaoT krao , , , ,'
maOMnao faona nambar naaoT kr ilayaa. tsallaI kI ek Daor idKI tao. pr¸ turnt hI k[- mahInao phlao hu[- ek GaTnaa yaad Aa ga[-. ek AQyaaipka nao iksaI kao
paosT DoToD caok idyaa qaa jaao baa]Msa hao gayaa. ]sa maamalao maoM BaI puilasa skUla Aa ga[- qaI AaOr sabako doKto–doKto ]sa AQyaaipka kao laokr calaI ga[-. kao[- BaI
kuC nahIM kr payaa qaa. tba BaI yahI p`Qaanaacaaya- qao.
maOMnao saaocaa ik ijasa baccao kI maaĐ saI•Aa[-•DI• ivaBaaga maoM hOM¸ vah tba BaI tao rhI haogaI. laoikna kao[- madd tao nahIM hao sakI qaI. saBaI AQyaapkaoM nao ApnaI–ApnaI
[cCanausaar rkma dokr ek maaoTI QanaraiSa jamaa kI AaOr paTI- kao puilasa ko saamanao saaOMpI tba khIM vah jaola sao irha hu[- qaI. ihrasat maoM rhto va> tk kuC nahIM
hao payaa qaa. sTaf–$ma kI Aaor baZ,to hue rasto maoM jaao BaI imalata vahI ApnaI–ApnaI raya donao lagata¸ ek nao kha¸ 'psa- laokr ]tr laonaa qaa , , , , baokar maoM ]sao
D/a[var kao idyaa , , , '
'@yaa kh rho hao , , , , '
'zIk kh rha hĐU , , , , Aba kBaI eosaa hao tao ]zaAao AaOr ]trao , , , , '
'maOMnao tao AcCa kama ikyaa hO , , , , '
'tao ]saka fla Baugatnao ko ilae BaI tOyaar rhao. Aaja ko jamaanao maoM AcCa[- krnao ka naSaa ijasao haota hO¸ vah eosao hI Baugatta hO , , ,'
]sakI baat ka ibanaa kao[- ]%tr ide maOM Aagao baZ, gayaa. duinayaa hO. trh–trh ko laaoga hOM. kuC na kuC tao ]nhoM khnaa hI hO. dUsaro kI ihmmat baZ,anao ka
calana Aba K%ma hao rha hO. sTaf–$ma maoM phĐucato hI sabanao Gaor ilayaa. ek baar ifr sao pUrI khanaI duhranaI pD,I. p`aya: saBaI kao eosaa laga rha qaa ik ijasa
maihlaa ka psa- hO vah jaana–baUJakr eosaI hrkt krtI haogaI. D/a[var ko saaqa imalakr pOsaa kmaanao ko [sa QaMQao maoM ]saka BaI kmaISana haogaa. Avvala tao vah psa-
maoM pOsaa rKtI hI nahIM haogaI. AaOr¸ jaba jaOsaa maugaa- fĐsa gayaa ]sao vaOsao hI hlaala BaI krtI haogaI. TO@saI D/a[var nao caĐUik laaMD/I calaanao vaalaa samaJaa [saIilae kovala
baarh saaO idrhma kI rkma ka haonaa batayaa. khIM baD,I AasaamaI samaJata tao hjaaraoM ka ca@kr calaata. yah saba saunakr idmaaga AaOr Bannaa gayaa. jahaĐ tk
baarh saaO idrhma kI baat qaI tao ]sao dokr jaana CuD,anao maoM kao[- kiznaa[- nahIM qaI. idla kao samaJaa laota ik [tnaI rkma dokr jaIvana kI
vyaavahairkta ka ek
paz pZ,a hO magar maOM ]sakI iSakayat ko Anausaar vyai>gat faoTaoga`aFsa AaOr D/a[ivaMga laa[saoMsa khaĐ sao laaOTata.'
sTaf $ma sao hI ek baar ifr laaMD/I kao faona imalaayaa. GaMTI bajatI rhI magar faona nahIM ]za. JallaahT haonao lagaI ik AaiKr SamaSaad gayaa tao gayaa khaĐ. Gar
ka nambar imalaakr p%naI sao pUCa 'kao[- faona khIM sao , , , '
'nahIM¸ kuC huAa , , , '
'haonaa @yaa hO , , , , SamaSaad ka BaI kao[- pta nahIM , , , laaMD/I pr dUsara kao[- AaOr hO BaI nahIM. ibanaa ]sako faona Aae kuC BaI pta nahIM calaogaa ik maamalaa khaĐ tk
phĐucaa hO , , , jaOsao hI kao[- faona Aae¸ mauJao turMt saUicat krao , , , '
faona kaT donao ko baad Apnao Ta[ma–Tobala ko Anausaar @laasa kI Aaor baZ,a. laoikna eosaI maanaisakta maoM kuC BaI pZ,a panaa saMBava nahIM qaa. AaSaMkaAaoM kI badilayaaĐ
kBaI Bayaavah hao ]ztIM tao kBaI imaT jaatIM. magar ]naka bananaa ibagaD,naa jaarI rha.
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skUla kI ek duinayaa qaI. ]sa duinayaa maoM laaoga qao. maOM BaI ]saI duinayaa kI [ka[- qaa. ]sa duinayaa ka hr Sa#sa mauJao hd djao- ka baovakUf samaJato hue kao[- na
kao[- nasaIht do rha qaa. mauJao yah laganao lagaa ik [sa duinayaa maoM AcCo kamaaoM ko ilae kao[- jagah nahIM hO. AadmaI nao AadmaI kao [sa trh QaaoKa idyaa hO ik Aba
kao[- iksaI ja$rtmaMd ka BaI yakIna nahIM krta. kao[- iktnaI BaI baD,I mausaIbat maoM fĐsa jaae caaho ]sakI jaana pr hI @yaaoM na bana Aae. kao[- Anajaana vyai>
Aba iksaI Anajaana kI sahayata ko ilae Aagao nahIM Aata.
mauJao ek ko baad ek GaTnaaeĐ yaad AatIM. kuC hI idna phlao kI baat hO. ek ima~ ko saaqa Alaona
sao laaOT rha qaa. toja QaUp qaI. gama- hvaaeĐ sanasanaa rhI qaIM. rasto maoM saD,k ko iknaaro KD,o ek AadmaI nao ilaFT maaMgaI. magar ima~ nao kar nahIM raokI. maOMnao
kha¸ 'toja QaUp maoM KD,a hO ibacaara¸ ibaza laoto , , , , '
ima~ nao [sa trh doKa ik jaOsao maOM kueM maoM kUdnao kI salaah do rha hĐU. ]sanao kha¸ ' ibaza tao laĐU , , , laoikna rasto maoM Agar kar caok hao ga[- AaOr ]sako pasa
vak-–primaT na huAa tao maOM tao AadmaI kI smagailaMga maoM AMdr jaa}Đgaa hI , , , , tuma BaI nahIM bacaaogao , , , ibanaa iksaI kao jaanao ]sakI sahayata krnaa baogaanaI SaadI maoM
Abdullaa dIvaanaa haonaa hO¸ samaJao , , , '
maOM kuC nahIM baaolaa¸ @yaa baaolata. jamaanaa hI eosaa Aa gayaa hO. yah laganao lagaa ik [sa duinayaa sao naokI ka jamaanaa lad gayaa. magar ifr kuC hI idnaaoM phlao hu[-
ek GaTnaa idmaaga maoM tOr ga[-. ApnaI romaMDvaola GaD,I kao saiva-sa ko ilae dokr jaba hmadana raoD, pr TO@saI maoM baOza tao klaa[- saUnaI haonao ko KalaIpna kao baaTnao kI
kaoiSaSa maoM D/a[var sao pUCa¸ '@yaa va> huAa haogaa ]stadjaI , , , ' halaaMik¸ va> mauJao maalaUma qaa. gyaarh bajao saiva-sa saoMTr maoM GaD,I dokr baahr inaklanao AaOr TO@saI
maoM baOznao ko baIca bamauuiSkla caar–paMca imanaT ka samaya lagaa haogaa.
D/a[var nao ApnaI klaa[- pr baMQaI GaD,I maoro saamanao kr dI. maOMnao samaya doK ilayaa¸ dao–tIna saokoND baad ]sanao kha¸ 'Aapnao maorI GaD,I nahIM doKI , , , '
'samaya doK tao ilayaa , , , , '
' maOM GaD,I kI baat kr rha hĐU , , , '
'vah BaI doK laI , , , '
' ifr sao doiKe , , , ' ]sanao ifr klaa[- maorI AaĐKaoM ko Aagao kr dI.
maOMnao ek najar ]sakI GaD,I pr DalaI. baaolaa ifr BaI kuC nahIM. mauJao yah BaI samaJa maoM nahIM Aa rha qaa ik vah ApnaI GaD,I idKanao kI kaoiSaSa maoM @yaaoM lagaa hO.
'kuC kha nahIM Aapnao , , , '
'@yaa khĐU , , ,' ifr lagaa ik Saayad vah ApnaI GaD,I kI tarIf saunanaa caahta hao. maOMnao kha¸ 'AcCI hO , , , slaIk hO , , , ' iksaI kI BaI caIja kao Kraba khnaa
yaa ]samaoM nau@sa batanaa mauJao nahIM $cata.
'saa^ba¸ gaaOr sao doiKe , , , jara gaaOr sao , , , '
maOMnao Qyaana idyaa tao payaa ik ]sakI GaD,I ko Dayala pr yaU•e•[-• ka raYT/icanh AMikt hO¸' [samaoM tao yahaĐ kI sarkar ka , , ,' maOM baat pUrI krta [sasao phlao hI
]sanao kha¸ 'yah GaD,I sarkar nao mauJao [-naama maoM dI hO , , , spoSala AaD-r dokr yah GaD,I isvaTjarlaOMD sao maMgavaa[- ga[- , , , '
' iksa baat pr [-naama imalaa Aapkao , , , , '
'maorI TO@saI maoM ek ba`Ifkosa mauJao imalaa. iksaI savaarI nao BaUla sao CaoD, idyaa qaa. ]samaoM DoZ, laaK idrhma qao. maOMnao vah ba`Ifkosa AasamaaM qaanao maoM jamaa krayaa.
puilasa nao maorI [-maanadarI sao KuSa haokr sarkar sao isafairSa kI ik eosao AadmaI kao [-naama idyaa jaanaa caaihe , , , '
'Aapnao sacamauca bahut [-maanadarI ka kama ikyaa. Aapkao [-naama tao imalanaa hI caaihe qaa.'
'laoikna saa^ba¸ Aba vah jamaanaa nahIM rha. Aba maOM eosaa kao[- kama nahIM krta , , , '
'ek baar ifr mauJao ek baOga imalaa , , , maOMnao puilasa maoM jamaa krayaa , , , ]sao laonao jaao AadmaI Aayaa vah khnao lagaa ik ]sako baOga maoM paMca hjaar idrhma qao , , , , jalaIla
[nsaana , , , puilasa BaI maorI [-maanadarI ka sabaUt dotI rhI magar vah hOvaana , , , , KvaIsa ka baccaa hrdma baaolata rha ik ]sako baOga maoM $pe qao , , , '
' ifr @yaa huAa , , , '
'kosa calaa , , , AaOr maOM Apnao ipClao irkaD- kI vajah sao baca gayaa varnaa tao laonao ko donao pD, gae haoto , , ,'
[sa GaTnaa kI yaad sao maOM saaoca rha qaa ik ek AadmaI kao ]sakI [-maanadarI pr [-naama imalata hO. ]sakao hmaoSaa ko ilae saccao [Msaana ka djaa- imalata hO AaOr ek
maOM hĐU ijasao puilasa ka KaOf Kae hue hOM. jaao Agalao iksaI BaI pla jaola jaanao ko Baya sao gaujar rha hO. ijasao Apnao jaIvana Bar ko AcCo ike hue kamaaoM ko imaT
jaanao kI AaSaMka sata rhI hO. ijasaka pUra BaivaYya p`SnaaMikt hao gayaa hO.
yaid ]sao jaola hu[- tao ihndustana maoM yah baat phĐucato dor nahIM lagaogaI. sabako pasa faona hOM. AaOr¸ SauBaicaMtk [sa samaacaar kao vaOsaa hI nahIM phĐucaaeMgao jaOsao ik yah
GaTnaa hu[- hO. laaoga khoMgao¸ ' psa- caura rho qao , , , pkD,o gae , , ,, AaOr jaola hu[- , , , ' maOMnao iksaI AaOr doSa ko naagairk kao Apnao doSa kI inanda Aqavaa Apnao
doSavaasaI kI hĐsaI ]D,ato hue yahaĐ nahIM payaa. yah kama krto hue kovala BaartIya fUlaa nahIM samaata. inaiScat $p sao maOM dIna AaOr duinayaa daonaaoM sao jaa rha qaa.
laaMD/I faona krto–krto ]MgailayaaĐ qak ga[- qaIM. hr baar ek AaSaa jagatI ik AbakI SamaSaad sao baat hao jaaegaI laoikna hr baar inaraSaa haqa lagatI. lagaBaga
caar GaMTo baocaOnaI AaOr GabarahT ko Aalama maoM gaujar cauko qao.
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saaZ,o caar bajao Gar faona ikyaa¸ kao[- faona , , , '
'SamaSaad ka faona Aayaa qaa , , , baat bahut ibagaD, caukI hO , , , Aap laaMD/I faona krko ]nasao baat kr laIijae , , , 'laaMD/I pr SamaSaad kao jaOsao maoro faona ka hI
[Mtjaar qaa¸ 'pNDIjaI , , , , maamalaa bahut ]laJa gayaa hO , , , ' jaba SamaSaad bahut Aa%maIya haoto tao mauJao pNDI jaI khto hOM.
'@yaa huAa , , , tuma calao khaĐ gae qao , , , '
'khIM nahIM gayaa qaa , , , , Aapsao baat krto hue jaba maOMnao puilasa kao doKa AaOr faona kT ikyaa tba tk puilasa laaMD/I maoM Gausa Aa[- , , , ifr sao ek baar maOMnao ApnaI
baat puilasa ko Aagao duhra[- ik [sa maamalao maoM hma laaoga inadao-Ya hOM , , , D/a[var khta hO ik ]sanao saubah [sa AaOrt kao TO@saI maoM ibazayaa qaa ]sako baad hma laaoga hI
dUsarI savaarI qao , , , D/a[var yah BaI kh rha hO ik Aagao baOzI hu[- savaarI nao psa- panao ko baad psa- idyaa tao ]sako pasa [tnaa samaya hI nahIM qaa ik vah ]sao Kaolakr
pOsao inakala sako , , , pOsao AaOr Anya caIjaoM inakalanao ka kama pICo baOzI hu[- savaarI ka hO At: ]sao pkD,a jaae , , , maOM ]nhoM Aapka pta kOsao dĐU , , , Aapkao kla
[MiDyaa jaanaa hO , , , , vah BaI , , , , baccaaoM samaot , , , , maOMnao puilasa sao kha hO ik maOM ]sa AadmaI kao krIba sao nahIM jaanata , , , , vah ksTmar hO , , , ,, puilasa nao maora
ptaka łvak-–primaT´ Apnao kbjao maoM kr ilayaa hO , , , Saama kao paMca bajao ifr baulaayaa hO , , , Aba Aap bataeM ik hma @yaa kroM , , , '
' maOM @yaa bata}Đ , , , ,basa¸ GabaraAao nahIM , , , Saama kao saaZ,o Ch pr maOM phĐucata hĐU , , , pta bataAao , , , '
'saaibayaa puilasa sToSana , , , ,' SamaSaad nao ]Qar sao kha.
'laoikna¸ tumhoM yah nahIM lagata ik AaOrt AaOr D/a[var daonaaoM imalakr QaMQaa kr rho hOM , , , '
'nahIM pNDI jaI¸ baat eosaI nahIM hO , , , , phlao maOMnao BaI yahI saaocaa qaa laoikna vah tao D/a[var sao baat krnao pr pta calaa , , , '
'kOsao kh sakto hao tuma ik eosaa nahIM hO , , , '
'Asala maoM ]sa laoDI ka pojar BaI baOga maoM qaa. ]sanao Apnaa pojar nambar Kud Dayala ikyaa tao D/a[var nao ]saka baOga Kaolakr pojar pr Aayaa nambar doKkr Dayala
ikyaa AaOr batayaa ik ]sao ek baOga imalaa hO. vah tao jaba ]sa laoDI nao Apnaa baOga caok krnao ko baad ]sa pr Aaraop lagaayaa ik ]sanao pOsao lao ilayao haoMgao tao ]sanao
puilasa laanao kI baat kI , , , D/a[var ka khanaa hO ik ]sa AaOrt ko baad baOznao vaalaI savaarI hma laaoga qao AaOr jaao AadmaI pICo baOza qaa¸ ]saI nao $pe inakalao haoMgao ,, , '
maOMnao faona kaT idyaa. maoro saamanao ek baat spYT hao ga[- ik psa- ]zakr donao ko maamalao maoM hr baat maoro iKlaaf hO , , , AaOr¸ Aba mauJao maanaisak $p sao tOyaar hao
jaanaa caaihe ik Aagao Aanaovaalaa samaya tklaIfdoh hO.
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